Today it is a party in Sykkylven, and I did really want to go. But I can not. There will be smokers and lots of perfume around and I am not medicated. If I went to the party then I would get too sick. I could not stay there so I have to just stay home. : ( As right now, I do feel a little sorry for myself. It feels unfair. There is a party and I can not go there.
Even with medicine I get sick from perfumes and smoke and such, and without medicine I would get even sicker. Just today I say – It is not fair!
Well, tomorrow it is time for the Mannitol asthma test at the hospital, after that I can start on my medicine again. It takes at least 2-10 days before my protective “wall” is up again. It takes so long time to rebuild the protection the medicines give me against all that I get ill from. And tomorrow evening I will be all tired and probably not on my very best after the test. It is a hard test and hard for the body to go through.
I got sensitive skin since I have not taken any allergy pills, got itches and ugh! I got sensitive lungs since I have not taken any asthma medicine and I feel blowed up like a balloon, my legs are swollen and my feet too. I long til tomorrow at 1600 hours. Then I will stuff my self with allergy pill and Symbicort Turbuhaler 160/4.5 and Ventoline. I can not wait.